| how the fuck do i manage to screw up my life so bad? |
[30 May 2004|10:59pm] |
i've fucking done it again. it doens't matter what i do. when ever things start to go good, i'ts like the universe decides to take it away, and i ruin my life somehow. i'm not going into details because i'm fucking upset right now. i really feel like crying, and the only reason i'm not is because my eyes gets really puffy for hours after i get up in the morning, and i can't see.
how the fuck do i manage to screw up my life so bad? will someone please tell me?
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[13 Mar 2004|05:18pm] |
Emo! You're very in touch with your emotions and
that's what I like about you! It's all about
the music for you... I have pity for your
tortured soul...you're just like me...
What genre of rock are you?
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[09 Mar 2004|04:50pm] |
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| i hate my step-family |
[08 Mar 2004|05:14pm] |
ok, my step family is both racist and sexist!!! on the way to Walnut Creek (where we actually stayed), if a person was a bad driver they must be asain! just had to be. omg, no exception. then moe and mike are all against gay marriages, i respect that, that's they're opinion and all, but then they saw some obviously gay couples they started making fun of them. and they wouldn't stop.
then we were eating at McCovey's or McGovey's (somethign like that) and one of the waiters was gay, i could careless, but he was originally our waiter, and Moe got all uptight so they moved us, so he wans't our waiter anymore. what a bitch!
and lunch yesterday was taking forever, and everyone else was getting there food before...even people who sat down after us. it didn't matter that we had more poeple then any of them, ed was sure it was because our waitress was asian. i just wanted to kill them all.
and lets not forget, ed doesn't like Santa Su...because all the Goths and "weird" people go here. it's not fair, and i can't argue with them because they all gang up on me or i get in trouble for being disrespectful...this really isn't fair at all.
JJ is quite open minded thank god, and he doens't like the way they act always, but he can't do anyhting either so it's the two of us silent but opposing the rest of them forever.
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[29 Feb 2004|12:09pm] |
You are a Pixie! Pixies are a race of people who
are not good enough for heaven or bad enough
for hell so they are forced to stay on earth
forever. They often play tricks on people by
stealing things or throwing things at them. At
night they steal horses and bring them back
before dawn leaving only tangled manes to show
they were there. They love dance food and fun!
What Magical Creature are You?
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| My slogan (from last night) |
[27 Feb 2004|06:18pm] |
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Stole My H3art: sammy u rock
X Kiss M3 N0t X: =D why?
Stole My H3art: lol
Stole My H3art: becuz u r The Sammy of SSHS
X Kiss M3 N0t X: ??? LMAO!
X Kiss M3 N0t X: Theres other sammys
Stole My H3art: yes there are sammy's then there are Sammy's
Stole My H3art: and you are a Sammy
X Kiss M3 N0t X: lol
Stole My H3art: better yet
X Kiss M3 N0t X: ur adorable!
X Kiss M3 N0t X: lol
Stole My H3art: you are a sammie
Stole My H3art: hah
X Kiss M3 N0t X: I should DIRECTIONS TO PROPERLY USE YOUR STACY: fold up and take everywhere for when you am feeling down.. simply unfold for compliment.
X Kiss M3 N0t X: lol your slogan'
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| Let's just tell the world now huh? |
[24 Feb 2004|03:38pm] |
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I am so freaking mad right now. people need to think before they speak. lindz, why is it any of your business who i flirt with, and better yet, why do you feel the need to tell the world about my love life? if i want to flirt with justin, then i will, it's none of your bisiness, and you were way out of line saying something about it, i would have been fine if you said it in private, but not only did you say it in front of justin, you said it loud enough for half the school to hear. first you make a stupid comment about ducks being gay, which hurt sabina, now you go and say somethign like that to me today? are you stupid? i can't take it any more, i've been good about not getting mad when you cross the line or say something, but not anymore. i'm sick of it. you talk and you don't think about other people's reactions and how much you can hurt them.
sabina, sammy i think you know what this list is
Sammy
jenna
sabina
risa
mandy
lindz
matt, sabina told me what you said after i left, thank you very much. and sabina you're right hun. if others can do it to us, why can't we do it to them. i'm going to go make sure mine and sabina's partner project is finished, and i'm so upset that it might take me awhile. sabina or sammy or someone cool (hence one of the people on that list {excluding lindz} call me or something, because as much as i like everyone else, you are the people i can talk to).
the color of the day is black
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| Stacy and Sabina |
[20 Feb 2004|05:51pm] |
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it's diane and sabina!!!! we just finished writing all of our questions for the partner project-now we have to write why our answers are the correct ones-and i guess that because we say so won't sut it-damn this is going to take some work!!!
i love orgainzing things! call me! i will so organize everything for you!!! btw-diane is my money making whore!!!!!!! ~sabina (quack quack)
ok so you heard it from my pimp-i am a money making whore!!! lol. we're just kinda chilling and listening to music and and and eating chocolate oreos. btw-everyone laugh-Billy Ponticelli (a.k.a. stoned bird) wants to hook sabina up with bone. my bone i have him whipped-without lifting a finger. he he he. ~diane
todays random color is...green ~diane
and todays random sounds is...Stacy's Mom ~sabina
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| not really a rant...just the truth |
[19 Feb 2004|04:47pm] |
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<br><center><b>My personality is rated 34.</b></center><center><a href="http://www.midgetfarm.com/quiz/personality.shtml" target="_blank">What is yours?</a></center></center><center><a href="http://www.midgetfarm.com" target="_self">quiz by midgetfarm.com</a></center><br><br>
it's beeen a really bad day, i wish it was over, now i'm going to go bury my head in my english book for the next 3 hours...with any luck i might make some head way in english...then my bio lab conclusion...then research for history...i know i'm missing something, please let me know what it is...maybe it will push me over the edge and and i can go to a mental institute somewhere far away from all the shit/crap/drama of my life. i am seriously considering checking myself into one...a few months of peace in there would do me some good-because it's got to be better there then my life right here right now
and for those of you who think i look alright, and that i'm as happy as i seem, why don't you take a deeper look inside of yourself-are you really as happy as you seem? no? then maybe you have an idea, for those of you who can answer yes, i am as happy as i seem, then you are in denile, and you're almost as fucked up as me. think about that for awhile.
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my weekend at the beach=not quite exciting. i got a lil bit burnt-and it was really pretty so of course you know i didn't have my suit or any shorts. ghaness. but hell i got Rudy's (twice) and Chipolte while i was up there, so that was good. then like wew went to this store called Kim's Store-sounds nice huh?) there were like all these people from mini gangs and shit there following ys around this disgusting liquor store, so we went to the donut shop and it looked like the guys fathers were there. so it was just freaking amusing. really
hope ya'll had a Happy Valentine's Day!!!
random color of the day...robin's egg blue
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| Dorks R Us |
[12 Feb 2004|06:52pm] |
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ok, bad day, not going into it all tho.
Jenna if you read this i'm sorry!!!!!!
todays random lucky number is 112 and tomroows is ummmm ummmmmm 13 (unlucky friday the 13th. 13=my lucky number)
talked to Steven 2day, and Amanda, and and and Sabina and i got Jamba Juice!!! (we also started work on our english projects. i hate all you stupid sucky poopie heads who werren't around to help us out!)
and now here is Sabina!!!
all of you who didn't help us: you shallbe imprisioned when me ans stacy take over the world. thank you and goodnight. hee hee actually, i want to say happy valentines day to all cuz, i just do. mucho much love....p.s. jesus is my dj!!! back to stacy:
sabina is such a dork!!! rotflmao! then again so am i!
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| Me=Idiot! |
[11 Feb 2004|04:17pm] |
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ok like, i am an IDIOT!!! i have jon in peer tutoring as you all know by now-well now i have Justin in there too, yes that is right all of you...Justin-my ex. joyus day huh? woot woot retard here!!! and dork and anythind else that applies-the only great thing about today is this wonderful Strawberry Tsunami i'm drinking right now.
random lucky number of the day...15 let's give it up (after friday i'm starting on colors. look out for them)
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[10 Feb 2004|03:37pm] |
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ok who had a good day but diesn't know why? raise your hand ::raises hand:: yep that's me ya'll!!! lol. don't ask me why though...o and someone asked me if i was going out with Justin again...answer to that one is no i am not. we are just friends, and that's the way it is and probably shall always be.
btw...i am boreded. yessum you heard it here first folks. i'm gonna go get this song loaded then i'm leaving lata all!!!
todays random lucky number is...15!!! read it and wepp boys and girls, read it and weep.
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| pointlessness |
[09 Feb 2004|04:15pm] |
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hey, i've been at my mom's so i don't get much if any time at all on the internet...but i'm writing a quick entry now, and i'm currently online for those of you who have my current sn. lol.
i don't remember if i've ever mentioned bone's fascitnation with poking my boob. and it turns out a few other ppl have that same fascination. i find it personally funny...omg they are just boobs ya'll!! we all have em!!! o well...i like ummm...had a good day...NOW AND LATERS rock! not as much as green starburst-but they'll work till i get some more of them. i'm going camping this weekend. woot woot (very sarcastic woot woot tho)
i found Sabina's glasses and gave em back to her, ooo when i got home today i made myselfa cheeseburger...sammy, ashie, did i scare you on the way home today? i was soo likeOMG it's Sammy!!!! then ashi poked her head outta da window and i was like yay! ashie!! lol.
MARCH 2ND @ 2:30pm i have my drivers test. yay!!! ok i'm gonna go now because i'm just rambling on about like nothing.
todays random lucky number is 22. (sabina ask about thurs. we need to start that project fairly qucikly)
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| today... |
[05 Feb 2004|07:00pm] |
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tooty fruity lemon...i'm not sure...BONE! lol-sammy knows what that means.
and being tickleish suddenly became a good thing today. trust me, when your pinned down to the ground by a hot guy (jon) tickling you, it becomes a good thing instantaneously. bwhahaha!!!
today's random luicky number is 67. yes, that evilish coolish number 67.
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ok today's totally random lucky number is 2. because it is.
Got Comedy rocked tonight! lindz and i went because we volunteered to usher-whish we took to mean-sit on our arses and shit diddly squat-which i might say we did very well. lol. but yea-you all rocked! and it really sux that this is the last year.
well i gots to go clean my room cuz i have to b up at 5 in the morning. Sammy i'll call you sometimes 2morro after i talk to my mom. lata all!!!
<center>XOXO~diane
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| w00t w00t |
[29 Jan 2004|06:41pm] |
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ok since sabina is the newest addition to my bestest friends in the whole wide world (all of you bow down to sabina!), in her honor i will now present the random lucky number of the day. it premeires to day.
todays random lucky number is....wait for it....wait for it....7!!! go all things 7!!!
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| awWwWwWwWwWwWwWw |
[28 Jan 2004|05:25pm] |
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mandy is a sweetie! i just got her package. she mailed me a velated b-day present and b-lated X-mas present. the softst cutest stuffed eeyore toy, a really cute purse, and then she actually found a cheesburger charm for our braclets!!! omg!!! (mb some of you remember the whole Bob and Fred the invisible cheeseburgers from last year), we were trying to find cheeseburger related thing to send eachother,i didn't succeed. but o well. i do not care. i started crying when i read the card she got me. because it was so sweet, and i feel the exact same way about her. mb i should move away, and then i'll know who my true friends are...because i know we'll always be friends, because of the efforts we make to talk to eachother every chance we get. we call eachother on every holiday and eachothers birthdays and when something is bothering us. i mean i love all my frineds, but i don't know how she does it, no matter what is wrong she can always put a smile on my face, and she told me i can do the same thing for her.
ok, enough of me rambling on aboutt hat stuff, but like yea...oooooo Friday lindz and i are ushering at Got Comedy!!!! yay, so i'll get ot see them perform. yip yip yay!!!
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